Sunday, March 18, 2012

Wandering in the field of my emotions


Sometimes, i myself see me as a hard-to-understand person. And yes, sure, i’m that one, hard to understand one.

Story of 2 years ago, i bet that everyone knows, the ones that i think they need to know about that, …. Its just a normal story. Love and be not loved by someone. Just, it likes happened yesterday to me. I nevet forget that feeling. Heart and soul, all broken, no one can heal it, or that one, he has not showed up yet? ….

I’m a person that believe in fate and destiny. And i live with that, what will be will be. If its not mine, so it will never be mine. But sometimes we have to fight for that fate, don’t we? I used to fight once, for the fate between me and him, the Wind, as i call him, my name for him, ….. And thats time, its not our fate. We like 2 lines, met at the same point, just a very short one and then went 2 ways diffirent, like never meet again, …

There is a sentence, that they use it to talk about the fate. Meaning is : If you’re my fate, so even if we are a thousand miles, or a million miles away, we will meet someday for sure. But if im not that one, so even if i sit in front of you, we won’t see each other, … Fate, its a hard thing to realise i think. Cuz you meet many new people in a day, can not say that they are all your fate…. They just pass by our life for some purposes. Everything has its own reason. Like when i lost something, just think that maybe something more worse that would happen to me, so it took that unlucky thing for me….

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I think about you too much this time. Not sure that you’re my fate or not. If its just from my side only, so 100% its not fate, and i have to fight and make you my destiny, :). Its hard, you and me, we all know it. I dont need people to like me, very easy to like me, and say that. Just need someone to love me, love me, and accept me as what i am. Is it the right time for that? Not sure, …. Anyway, i want to be in love again, to love and to be loved.

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Why was i so quiet that time, ….? I’m killing myself cuz of that now…. And now, waiting is everything i can do.

Monday, March 12, 2012

Scarves, :)







Scarves for me beloved one, ... 
I like to make scarves, and they're all made with all my heart, .......

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Tên - Name

Tớ thích được gọi là Vi Vi, :)
I like to be called Vi Vi, :))))))))))..............

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Quỳnh - Miên mang, ...




Cứ hễ rảnh, suy nghĩ miên mang đâu đó thì mình lại muốn nghe những bài tình ca, 
cứ như là kiếm một bao cát nặng nặng nào đó, đủ sức kéo mình xuống
mơ mộng, nhưng cũng không bay quá xa.
Và "Quỳnh", là một trong những bài hát đó. 
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"Tình ơi tình ơi
Trăm năm là bao ngày yêu?"
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Bây giờ thì cứ như mình vừa đang vừa cuốn và vừa gỡ một cuộn len đang rối tung rối mù vậy!
Và sẽ mất tất cả một ngày nào đó không xa, ......
Mình biết chắc là thế, .....
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Và tình đến như loài hoa quỳnh
Nở bừng trắng xóa trong màn đêm
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Sao em lại sinh ra như cơ duyên biết trước? 
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